Tuesday, February 23, 2010
Saturday, February 20, 2010
huhu!
blog revived!
but i dunnoe how long i can survive though
decided to change blogskin but i bet this one is super common
too bad i'm too lazy!
Anyway life has been boring! =.=
okayy too long never blog so dunnoe what to blog
hopefully people will start to realise this blog is not so abandoned yet!
what we could have been, 20.2.10.
Thursday, October 08, 2009
i feel terrible, totally
how am i so to survive the rest of the days?
just can't stop blaming myself for what has happened
i wish im not who i am
what we could have been, 8.10.09.
you know what
i think i'm really giving up hope already
no matter how much i tell myself i must work hard to save friendships that were so stagnant
all signs point to the fact that noone cares a damn about the 'lost' friendship with me
and i'm saying this so out loud becoz i really can't take it anymore
it's really hurting to see it so evident in front of my eyes
what we could have been, 28.8.09.
Thursday, August 20, 2009
you know what
i finally realised its not all my fault
yes, partly mine, i didn't put in much effort
but i don't see any from you all either
iwunderifyouallevenrememberediexisted
what we could have been, 20.8.09.
water retention
kidney, liver, too much salt
i wonder which one is it
either one is bad
maybsometimesitsreallynotmyfault?
what we could have been, 18.8.09.
me: i'm stressed
mum: you're not the only one that is stressed everyone else is too
dad: go ask your frenz how they handle luh don't be shy
i know you're trying to give advice
sometimes
i just need words of encouragement
iseenopointinblogging
butihavenooneelsetoturntoalready
what we could have been, 9.8.09.